damnit.

the nurse finally came in around 11:25. She was begging to hold katy. i just put katy to sleep. no, you're not holding her right after i put her to sleep. i've been attempting to get some sleep for an hour. but something always disturbs me. could it be the nurse always stopping in to make sure we have everything we need? if we didn't have something, i'd ring my little buzzer. the beeping sounds are annoying and keeping me awake. and ryan's texting me and making sure we're okay. and just to talk because i hate talking on the phone. and i've been sending him pictures of us.

katy is asleep. i'm expectng her to wake up around 2:30. hm. i doubt i'll sleep at all until then.

i should be trying to sleep now.. but seriously, i can't. i'm tired but i can't. hospital beds are really uncomfortable!