Sunday, December 13, 2009

I hate this weather. I went to the store to get diapers and almost wrecked. It's official, I want winter gone!

And, you people are bad guessers. It's not June 5th. Or June 3rd. Or July. It's before June 3rd but it's in June. That leaves you with 2 options.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

It Was Not Planned...

I'm going to tell you right now that this was not planned!


We didn't tell everyone yet. We know the due date but not the gender and we don't want to know the gender. Use summer baby as a hint! And we didn't just find out but were so excited! :]
SO.. Can you correctly guess the gender and due date.. No special price.. I'll just link to your blog. :] Yay.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Daisypath Wedding tickers

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Ryan loves hunting and I'm sure Preston will too. Ryan, my brother, his brother, my dad, and his dad are all West Virginia hunting until Wednesday. I'm stuck at home with 2 kids. The other is on her way to getting sick. I'm keeping them doped up on children's Tylenol. Fun times people. Hope you have a good weekend.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thanksgiving!!

  • First off, I changed my background, again! I like it. It's cute. It goes with Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is next week! Oh my.
  • I hate my job. It's so stressful.
  • My kids = good.
  • The wedding planning = good.
  • My family = don't even ask!
  • I don't even know where the hell this post is going.. so this is it.. plus I need to bathe my kids, grade papers(FML), and my computer is about to die!

*what do you think of my new background? yes? no?

I honestly can't wait for Thanksgiving next week.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

one sentence.

i can't wait until my kids are old enough to torture them and make them do chores. :]

Thursday, October 15, 2009

October 15th

Today is October 15th, National Infant and Miscarriage day.

when i was 20, i became pregnant. on november 2nd of 2006, i lost that precious little babe. that precious little baby was due on june 11th of 2007. On June 11th of this year s/he would have been 2.
here's the original post i wrote back on november 2nd of 2008-
Cherish each and every day you get with your children. Some parents don't get to meet their children. Some have their children only have their children for a short time. While you may be laughing with your child, another family is crying without theirs. I'll be completely honest and open about his. Two years ago, when I was 20, I got pregnant. It wasn't planned. But it wasn't prevented. At 8 weeks into that pregnancy I lost the baby. It was one of the most difficult times of my life. I never talk about. I don't like to talk about it. But today is exactly two years since my baby went to heaven. I may sit outside in the yard and cry today. That's exactly what I did that November 2nd of 2006. At that very moment I wanted to die. I thought my heart was torn out of my chest and run over by a truck. So every November 2nd I think of my precious baby I never got to meet. Every June 11th, I think of by precious baby. S/he was due that day. I cry each day. This past June 11th was pretty tough. My baby would have turned one. I know I have two other kids. I know I'm only 22. But that baby will always have a special place in my heart. Each and every day after I miscarried I cried. I just wanted to be alone. June 11th of 2007 was so hard. I just wanted to die. That was the day my baby was due. When I watched this movie, I cried. I went outside today and wrote November 2nd, 2006 on it. I released the balloon. I'll due the same each year. I'll do the same each June 11th. Just please, cherish your kids. Let them know that you love them and want the best for them. As they grow older teach them right from wrong. Tell them how proud you are when they do good in school. Make them think positive. Even though I didn't get to meet you, I love you. I'm not the mom on 2. I'm the mom of three.
^update: i'm not the mom of three. i'm the mom of four.