It's Too Hard

I lost my grandfather over the summer. I didn't take it as hard as one would expect. He was sick. He was better off. I'm left with one grandparent, my grandmother. My grandmother was recently diagnosed with Stage 4 breast cancer. It's been nothing but bad news. I want to just snap my fingers and make her better. I'm 22, I'm not supposed to hve no grandparents. She's only in her 60s. If I'm missing for a couple days, it's because I plan to spend each night down at the hospital with her. She sleeps a lot, so I'm going to take my computer with me.