85 almost 84

In 85 days I'm hoping to be holding my new bundle of joy. I just spent a week in hot weather and forgot what it was like to be pregnant in hot weather. Ick. I forgot how uncomfortable it is in a hotel bed. Even more uncomfortable pregnant. I didn't go into Disney each day. I stayed back with Megan and Natalie and swam with them in the pool, played games, watched tv, took naps together and the list could go on and on forever.
And now a little story about how life has been since November..

I can't believe how the time has flown since seeing the word pregnant on the pregnancy test. I still have a vivid memory of sitting on my bathroom crying for an hour. I remember holding the test in my hand while wiping the tears off of my face. I remember pulling my hair up, washing my face and moving on with my day. Then Ryan got home. I didn't tell him. I didn't know how to put it into words. Every time I tried telling him I couldn't get the words out. I finally gave up and went to bed. When he was asleep I made my way to the living room and sat bundled up on the couch watching stuff on my DVR. Then the next day came. I knew I had to eventually tell him. So I made him a nice breakfast. And said ''lets go cuddle on the couch'' and of course he said yes. I said I need to go pee and then I'll be out. The sweatpants I had on had pockets and so I put the test in there. When laying on the couch with him I pulled it out.

*more later! :)