tears tears tears.

I'm crying. Seriously. I have two more days left with the little cherubs. Oh how I will miss them. I love those little kids. I hope to take the little babe into see them when ever I get the chance to. I'm excited and nervous for the little babe to come. Should I really be nervous? It's the third time around.

Anyway, I'm almost done packing up my stuff. I don't have much since it was only a temperary job and she left most of her stuff there for me. I'll turn my computer in at the end of the school year because I'll still need to do grades for the report cards. On Friday right before I walk out those doors for the last time as an employee I'll turn my badge into the office for them for them to remove the the little thing that lets me in the doors. I'll get to keep it until next year if I decide to go back and apply to be a 'daily substitute' or find a permanent job within the school district. Along with turning in the little thing on my badge I'll turn in my room key and pick up my last pay check. I'll miss walking into that place every morning and watching those kids as I drill stuff into their minds that they really don't care about. I'll miss them each giving me hugs at the end of the day not knowing if it's my last day with them or not. Well kids, Friday is my last day with yous and I'll miss you terribly. I plan to have them do something creative on Friday. Something that I'll get to keep as a little memory from the wonderful 4 months I spent with them. Sure I said I hated my job and couldn't wait to get out of there. But as each of my last days end, I'm starting to realize how much of an honor it was to work with those little precious kids. Kids, I love all of yous!

*is yous actually a real word? i just don't like saying 'ya'll'

good night people.
i'll keep you updated on how things are at the end of this horrible uneventful pregnancy!
tomorrow is my due date and according to the doctor i'm not having a baby this week. ass.