sleep

i finally slept tonight. i slept 2 hours. it wasn't 2 hours straight. but that 2 hours really helped. i feel great. ryan told me that he was going to leave home around 10.. so he should be here by 10:30 or so. i can't wait to go home. if i'm feeling up to it, i'm going to actually dress normal to go home and maybe put a little makeup on. makeup always makes me feel better. always. katy just fell back to sleep about 5 minutes ago. she woke up around 10 and ate a little bit. she didn't take the whole bottle. and then i changed her diaper and rocked her over by the window or 15 minutes. now i'm laying here. eating cake. and drinking coffee. yum.