i can't win.

seriously, i can't win. every morning/afternoon/night i've been here since thursday the nurse came in right after the shift change. the nurse would usually say goodbye and the new one was in by 11:05. last night was different. she didn't come in until 11:30 or so. i really needed sleep. after she came in the first time she came in about every ten minutes to check on us. every ten freakin' minutes. i had her the night before and she was amazing. when she came back in around 12:30 or so i finally told her that katy and i were going to try and get some sleep. but first i wanted some tylenol. when she brought it i said thanks. i got katy and we tried for some sleep. i fell asleep around 1am and woke up at 2am to katy crying for food. she didn't fall asleep until 3:45. she was back up 4:15 and went back to sleep around 4:45. I fell asleep around 6 and was rudely awoken by the nurse at 7am. ass. she was loud. and she woke katy up. so i fed her and put her back to sleep by 8. ryan and my sisters and my brother are on their way now. maybe i should try to get some sleep now. or i'll just stare into katy's beautiful blue eyes.