For the most part I'm a positive person. I'm usually in a happy mood. I smile a lot and I laugh a lot. I also have days where I'm in the worst mood. Ever. And I don't smile or laugh. At all.
When I first started this job with little hellians, I enjoyed it. I looked forward to going to work everyday and having a good time. Those kids really know how to make you laugh until you pee yourself. Seriously. I've never peed myself, but a student almost did. Lately, I've hated my job. I don't even want to get up in the morning and go there. I count down until 3:30 when I get to go home. I can't stand almost every person I work with. I don't know why. I just don't. When I get home at night I'm so exhausted and just want to sleep, but I can't sleep. I try to nap but it doesn't happen. Most night I can't fall asleep until after midnight and then I wake up about 5 times throughout the night. It's crazy. So lately, I'm not in a good mood. But I'm not in a bad mood. I'm in the middle. And that's the reason for my lack of posting.
2 years ago
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I think it is okay that you are feeling in the middle - you have two kids at home, your pregnant, and working full time. That is a lot to manage each and every day. So I think it is okay if you don't feel up to posting or you don't feel super happy all the time. I hope your pregnancy is going well and Preston and Abbie are doing well too.
Everything is going really well. We're all doing really good. Preston is really starting to become more independent and it's really nice. He says a few words. Nothing spectacular but he's only 13 months old. Abbie is really excited for kindergarten next year. It's all she talks about. She tells everyone. I'm excited to see her start this new chapter in her life. As for the pregnancy, it's been really well so far. No complications at all and everything is perfectly fine and I'm measuring correctly. I can't wait for the baby to be here so our little family can be complete.
Hope you, Ashlyn, Riley, and Gary are all doing well too.
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