24 weeks and 2 days.

I'm 24 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I'm very un-eduacated with this whole thing. If I wasn't overloaded with work and school, I'd have a chance to look things up on the internet.

As you know, I'm pregnant with twins that are due on New Years Eve. Everything is completely find with the babies. They are progressing at the right rate.

As each week goes by, I get more nervous and scared. I'm only 18. I didn't plan to have kids for another 10 years. I only wanted one child. But I can't change it. Abortion and Adoption was an option.. but I would never abort a baby. You shouldn't punish them for your mistakes. I would never be able to have a baby and put it up for adoption and never see it again. I know you can do that open adoption thing but thats still not right.

I'm going to look a few things up later. But. .I have a few questions that maybe you can answer before I go and look this stuff up.

If you have twins, what are the chances of carrying to 36 or 37 weeks? How far did you make it? How healthy were your babies when they were born. How healthy are you now? Is their any possibility of have a vaginal birth? I don't want a C-section because I don't want that scar. I know I know, that's selfish. But I'm so weird about my image. I always think I look fat. and blah blah blah. You get my point.
If you have any suggestions, please let me know.
I don't go back to the doctor for another 2 weeks .