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I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I just seem to be blah. Today the only thing that kept me awake was coffee. I don't sleep at night. Preston sleeps at night. But I don't. I hate doing anything. i just want to be lazy. I need a job. I can't find one. I'm constantly cold. My fingers always hurt.. and so does my head.

that was last night [that i started this post]

and now today, I'm much better.

The kids when to my mom's house for the night. I slept so much. It's weird. But today I got things done. I cleaned every room of the house. Washed laundry, maybe even stuff that wasn't dirty. Does it matter? Nope. My mom just brought them back a little bit ago. I didn't realize I could miss them so much. But I'm glad to have them back! Tomorrow I have a family trip planned to go to Harrisburg and get the kids' pictures taken. Not actually family, Ryan has to work. But I think I found a job.. I put an application in. Anyway, Next Friday? Ryan and I will be together a year. We are going to dinner, and that's about it. And then the week after that, it's my birthday! I don't want to leave 21 =/
So many GOOD things happened this past year. Not too many bad things. Maybe for my birthday I will post a thingy about the past year.. that sounds good. But only from May until now. Because thats a year. Duh.
American Idol tonight. Syesha is going home.
Next week, David Cook will win, I know it. I'm psychic.
OMG, My sister graduates high school this year. =[
My baby sister. Graduates. I cant believe it. It makes me feel old. I'm not really old.. but whatever.
Have you ever head music by Clay Aiken? If not, you should. Just because he's gay, doesn't mean you shouldn't listen to him.

Time to go feed Preston and cook dinner... more like just throw something in the oven and thats that. :)

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